Hello, and welcome to the fourth part of my long series of
write ups in which I share my thoughts and feelings from my initial
playthroughs of Fire Emblem: Three Houses. In this part I will discuss my
experiences and thoughts throughout my second playthrough.
WARNING, THE FOLLOWING POST CONTAINS STORY SPOILERS FOR THE
BLUE LIONS AND GOLDEN DEER PATHS
To start, I will share my initial thoughts and choices I
made during this playthrough.
Final Playtime - 129 hours
Difficulty – Hard & Casual, New Game+
I wanted to up the difficulty of my playthroughs as I
progressed, so I went with Hard for this one. I also had the bonus of New
Game+, which reduces the difficulty by saving the bonuses you gain from the
saint statues. However, in my Golden Deer playthrough, I never bought the last
two bonuses on the four statues, as I did not have enough renown. On this
playthrough I could have. I also could have bought supports or bonuses with the
renown you start off with. However, I chose not to. This was because I did not
want to make the game too easy, nor recruit many students, as I thought having
to kill old friends was core to the Three Houses experience.
House – Blue Lions
When it came to decide the order of how I would do the rest
of my playthroughs, I gathered information on the remaining paths to decide.
The conclusion I reached was that the Black Eagles route is the most unique of the
four, while the Church route is most similar to Golden Deer. I concluded that I
should save it for last since I started with Golden Deer, and that because
Black Eagles was so unique, I should save it for third, when I might be feeling
worn out from two playthroughs. Additionally, I was curious about Dimitri’s
character given his fate in the Golden Deer path.
…but honestly, the main reason I picked Blue Lions was that
I wanted to marry Mercedes. I love her so much. However, I did not want to
marry her unless I did the Blue Lions path, because I reasoned that since
students have a lot more supports when you do their own house, you get to know
them more. Thus, for her, I picked Blue Lions.
Recruits – Caspar, Raphael, Marianne, and Hilda
Unlike my Golden Deer playthrough, I spoiled a bit and did not
go in completely blind. I learned that to unlock Mercedes’ paralogue you needed
Caspar, so I recruited him. Additionally, I decided that a goal of mine would
be to unlock and view every support in the game (with the exception of the S
supports). The characters and relationships are my favorite part of Fire
Emblem, and the supports are where you really see both fleshed out, so I wanted
to see them all. For this reason, since you can only have the house leaders in
your house on their playthrough, I recruited the students that had supports
with Dimitri: Marianne and Raphael.
….and all right, as the time skip neared I wanted to recruit
Hilda, as I loved her, and wasn’t sure I’d continue using some of the Blue
Lions characters. So I ended up spending renown to buy her supports and recruit
her before the skip, and went against my renown rule this once.
Dancer – Annette
I wanted the dancer in all my playthroughs to be someone
from the house you pick, as it felt fitting. When the time came, I spoke to all
the Blue Lions’ students to get their opinions, and Annette seemed the most
excited by the prospect, so I made her my dancer. It also helped that she was
good with magic, which the dancer can use.
Those were my initial choices. Now, how did I find the narrative?
Let’s start with my initial thoughts through the first half of the story:
A big takeaway of mine in general, was that the Blue Lions
playthrough made me appreciate the world building and lore in Three Houses. Throughout
the story, I was struck at how different the Blue Lions house was to Golden
Deer. The students favored combat and training exercises, crests played a
larger role in their lives compared to the students of Golden Deer, and more
then that, loyalty and being a good knight were huge themes in the story and
characters. Ingrid, Ashe, Dimitri, Dedue, and Felix were all interesting
characters that revolved around the theme of knighthood, a theme which was not
present in Golden Deer. Conversely, Golden Deer’s themes of interacting with
foreigners like Almyra, and being skeptical of the church, were completely
absent. I was floored that I got to see two stories with a different cast of
characters and different themes, yet both fit into the world of Fodlan and its
political structures. Of course crests would play a larger role in the Kingdom,
it is run by hereditary monarchs and leaders. Blood is valued highly compared
to the Alliance, in which being diplomatic and getting along with outsiders is
more important. I was blown away at this, it made Fodlan feel like one of the
most fleshed out and interesting worlds I’ve ever got to be a part of in a
video game, I think it might even be my favorite video game world. Kudos to the
developers for making such a cool and interesting world with different
political units and themes, yet that all co exist together.
Additionally, I was struck at how much of the world and
story I did not know about, despite having completed the game. Lord Arundel was
a noticeable point. In Golden Deer you see him once with the Flame Emperor and
then never again. In Blue Lions you get to learn who he is and what his story
is, which made me wonder if there was anything else I’ve yet to learn from
playing only Golden Deer. Jertiza was another one, I had completely forgotten
about his character, but now with Mercedes and her paralogue, I was about to
learn much about him.
Finally, the bombshell of the first half of the game was
learning that Dimitri and Edelgard are related. I could not believe it, how had
I never known that in my Golden Deer playthrough!? I was floored at the amount
of story and lore I had missed. Again, it made me appreciate the world and how
different each of the three houses was as a perspective.
Finally, during the first half of the game, I was struck at
how…dark it was. In my Golden Deer playthrough I did not think much of Lonato’s
rebellion or Miklan and the stolen relic you retrieve. However, both those events
took place in the Blue Lions Kingdom and thus had huge ramifications for its
characters. There was a new element of tragedy to these missions, and in
general the kingdom seemed unable to get out of a dark shadow. That was the
tragedy of Duscur, which as I progressed, I learned had traumatized and
tormented most of the Blue Lions students. It all made this playthrough’s tone
feel like the opposite to Golden Deer, which was more lighthearted.
No where was this contrast more apparent then in the scenes
of the Flame Emperor reveal, and those of returning to Fodlan after the time
skip to reunite with your students. I was shocked to see Dimitri completely
lose his mind when Edelgard revealed herself and declared war. Where in Golden
Deer it was a shocking and exciting twist, here it was dark and scary in how
Dimitri began losing control of himself. I wondered how things would go when I
returned after the skip, but I was not prepared for how dark things would get.
Unlike Claude, whom you reunite with under a bright light, a
beautiful smile on his face, and in which I felt full of hope and ready to win
the war, Dimitri was the opposite. You find him cold and alone, in a dark
corner. He does not even recognize you. After this, in Golden Deer you search
the area to find treasure or the other students before running into some
thieves. In Blue Lions however, you search out for thieves in order to murder
them in cold blood. Dimitri had transformed into a complete monster. It was
crazy, and I was not expecting such a dark tone for the story.
Because of this, plus this being my second playthrough, I
felt a desire to minimize the students I killed in this playthrough. The Golden
Deer students in particular I now had a connection with, and wanted to save when
possible. Thus, during the three-way battle, I used almost all my divine pulses
to find the perfect way to win the battle by defeating both Edelgard and
Claude, while not murdering any of the students in that battle. It made the
battle memorable and a lot of fun, while also being unique to my second play of
the game, in which I now cared more about the students I had to fight in this
war, and wanted to avoid bloodshed whenever possible.
Speaking of, I was curious to see how the war would progress
in this path, and with the knowledge of Golden Deer in mind, I lowered my
expectations. Let’s go over how I found it in Blue Lions. To start, I was
surprised at how similar it was to Golden Deer, all the missions leading up to
and including the three-way battle were nearly identical. Furthermore,
after this battle, you have two missions unique to Blue Lions, but then the
rest of the missions are similar to those in Golden Deer: you take the one
fort, then you have two missions to defeat Edelgard. For all the talk of the Church
path being similar to Golden Deer, this one equally guilty.
However, unlike Golden Deer, you get to spend two extra
missions in Fodlan, one recovering the Kingdom, and the other saving the
Alliance. I liked these, and they were the sort of missions I wished were in
Golden Deer. I also enjoyed that you get to see and learn more of Edelgard
compared to Golden Deer. There are cutscenes with her, and Dimitri even speaks
to her at one point and is able to understand her perspective.
The strangest part of these scenes to me, is that they were the exact scenes I wanted in Golden Deer, and if anything struck me as scenes that should have been there. As I said in my Golden Deer write up, Claude and the Alliance seemed like characters that would forge alliances with anyone they can, like Dimitri does with the Alliance in Blue Lions. Claude also struck me as someone who would spare Edelgard and want to know her perspective, especially since the true enemy wasn’t even her, but the shadow people. Yet all of these were in the Blue Lions path instead. I found it odd.
The strangest part of these scenes to me, is that they were the exact scenes I wanted in Golden Deer, and if anything struck me as scenes that should have been there. As I said in my Golden Deer write up, Claude and the Alliance seemed like characters that would forge alliances with anyone they can, like Dimitri does with the Alliance in Blue Lions. Claude also struck me as someone who would spare Edelgard and want to know her perspective, especially since the true enemy wasn’t even her, but the shadow people. Yet all of these were in the Blue Lions path instead. I found it odd.
When it came to my main issue with the narrative of Golden
Deer, that being the story feeling rushed, I found the same true of Blue Lions.
While I was more tolerable of it due to the knowledge that it would be short, I
found the shortness hurt Blue Lions more then it did Golden Deer, and my
overall ability to enjoy its story. This was because unlike Golden Deer, Blue
Lions has a character arc that is central to its story: Dimitri’s arc. It is
meant to be an epic arc about a dark lost king finding himself, growing as a
person and becoming a just king to lead the people. However…it did not work for
me at all.
In Golden Deer, I complained that despite there being five
years of war with no end, suddenly when Byleth returns the war ends in less
then a year, as you unite the Alliance in one battle, take one fort to get to
the Empire capital, and beat the shadow peoples in two battles. But in Blue
Lions, I could not believe that Dimitri had been thrown into darkness for five
whole years, completely lost himself, and then in only a few months, a few
battles, his character does a 180 and becomes a good just king? Granted, I did
think it was done as well as it could have, and that Dedue’s return and
Rodrigue’s death made sense as events to change him. However, my immersion was
broken by how quickly Dimitri became a good king when he had been lost and bent
on revenge and madness for almost his whole life. It destroyed my perception of
him and the entire end of the Blue Lions’ story. With Golden Deer, while the
story felt rushed and like it didn’t make sense, at least Claude and his
students made sense and I enjoyed seeing where their characters went. With Blue
Lions however, while it felt a little less rushed since you spend more time
battling Edelgard, having the story depend on a main character, whose arc felt
rushed to the point of making no sense, that really hurt.
I think however, my issues with the Blue Lions story run
deeper then that. It is not just the story, it is the themes I took issue with.
When I talked of the story of Golden Deer, with its themes of different people
reaching across borders and understanding the church, I felt a personal
connection that made it easy to emphasize with them. I after all have traveled
the world and met many foreigners and researched different cultures and
immigrants. I also greatly enjoyed that on my first playthrough, I was just as
skeptical of the church of seiros as Claude was. Yet just like him, as I got to
know it and got to know people who liked the church and were effected by it,
people like Cyril, Marianne, Mercedes, and the Knights of Seiros, I came to
like the Church just like Claude, and appreciate what they brought to Fodlan and its
peoples. Compare that with Blue Lions, in which its main themes were dealing
with a difficult past and being a just, loyal, and noble knight/king. I don’t have a
personal connection with these themes, I can’t think of dark events in my past
that I have struggled to deal with, or at least to a large degree, and in
general I preferred the lighter tone of Golden Deer to Blue Lions’ dark one. I
also am not someone who values knighthood, it is a masculine ideal of strength that I do not like as someone who is not masculine at all (see my love and connection with Ignatz). I also do not like its romanticizing of the relationship between the poor struggling people and its supposedly just king who protects them, as I've always seen that relationship as exploitative and problematic.
This lack of connection extended to the Blue Lions’ story, Dimitri, and its students. While I had a great time with them overall, I was unable to connect with the Blue Lions students on the same level I had Golden Deer, and perhaps what surprised me most about my Blue Lions playthrough, is that I was not expecting to miss the Golden Deer cast and story as much as I did, but ironically, after Blue Lions I have a more positive view of Golden Deer’s story and characters.
This lack of connection extended to the Blue Lions’ story, Dimitri, and its students. While I had a great time with them overall, I was unable to connect with the Blue Lions students on the same level I had Golden Deer, and perhaps what surprised me most about my Blue Lions playthrough, is that I was not expecting to miss the Golden Deer cast and story as much as I did, but ironically, after Blue Lions I have a more positive view of Golden Deer’s story and characters.
But that is what is so cool and interesting about this game
and why I love it. Each house has their own themes and perspectives, and
getting to learn them makes the world of Fodlan and its people feel real, because
you learn that in the great conflicts of the day, there is no right answer, no
black and white simple way to deal with things. I would not say the Blue Lions
or Golden Deer way is objectively better, they are simply different. I loved
that I got to see the Blue Lions perspective, and I do feel like I understand
them more. However, getting to play the other house, see what it is like to not
be Golden Deer, has given me more appreciation for it, and made me so happy
that I chose them first, because one thing I am now sure of more then ever, is
that I am and always will be a Golden Deer student.
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